MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL (: its been a good year of fellowship.
i could get used to this life. of just God and music.
we wish you a merry christmas we wish you a merry christmas we wish you a merry christmas and a happy new year.
perfection at 8:45 AM
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Monday, December 17, 2007
i'm effectively jamming my life away now. consecutive learning of new songs i've never heard of or never want to hear. the predicaments i get myself into.
my five grand piano is decomposing. the keys dont even press down properly now. couldnt practice my "new born" much. thank goodness it wasnt "november rain".
yay, i love my band. they're the people you can really talk to for hours on end. at this very moment i'm fighting with sid over dave grohl.
what if i say i'm not like the others what if i say i'm not just another one of your plays you're the pretender what if i say that i'll never surrender.
perfection at 9:17 PM
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Sunday, December 16, 2007
wooo, the freedom. along with the death of deadlines and suffocating breaths down the neck. but i'm guessing not for long. better enjoy it while it lasts.
presence, flair. why dont cha do somethin'.
i just spent the past half an hour watching my dog chew on his hard bone. at the rate he's going, he's gonna finish the bone like february next year.
it came upon me the idea of guarding something with all you have. my dog's absolutely paranoid, like i'd steal his bone and eat it. he'd eye my hands with such intensity. if i get anywhere near his bone, he'd growl and snap at me. and the way he tries so, so hard. just to get one morsel off that too-big-for-his-mouth bone. insatiable, unable to get enough of it. reminds me of what i should be doing as well. guarding His promises and my faith so selfishly. that none can steal, kill or destroy. to seek and savour His every word. yea, i guess we could learn lessons from our pets too.
i'm whats left, i'm what's right i'm the enemy i'm the hand that'll take you down bring you to your knees.
perfection at 6:32 PM
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Saturday, December 15, 2007
oh for cryin' out loud. I'M NOT ATTACHED. yes, prom has caused many a misunderstanding. the person who gave me flowers was a nice classmate. period. i shall explain no more.
reviewed much. didnt it feel great to serve God? yea, yea it did.
you're making things harder. i dont know why, we gain distance. didnt you tell me what i told you too. why cant you see right through me. beyond all the formalities and insanity. you've looked away, walked away. yet i've never lost the hope to be part of your life. maybe you dont need it. you've got it, and you know it. or you've just moved on. why the struggle to hold on to our widening berth. i dont cease to bewilder myself. never thought i'd write about you eh. this paragraph longer than it should've been. what went sour, i do not know. the truth of what you told me that night, i do not know. but anyway, you're going in soon. it doesnt matter, we're losing time. well, who would've known. i guess that birthday call was just another perfunctory, reciprocative gesture.
but our time is running out you cant push it underground you cant stop it screaming out how did it come to this.
perfection at 6:45 PM
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Monday, December 03, 2007
why didnt i see it before. i missed a year of it. did any of it change at all. i'm quite sure, for the feeling's new. but yes, its good and gone. we start here.
sapped of what was. oh please, on my knees. something so innate cannot slip away this easily. get me a search party.
am i too busy. or am i too free. i have no idea. either way, i am uncomfortable.
every breath you take every move you make i'll be watching you.
perfection at 6:31 PM
theJOURNEY.
theTUNES.
what sing you.
theMUSICIAN.
dania
st nicks
anderson
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trinity christian centre
